Engineering HELL and how much I love doin’ IT!
I haven’t had the time or the strength to write anything in the past to weeks… and I want to assure you, my dear and very seldom readers, that I am in fact safe, well fed and alive!
In short my day starts just before 7am and at about 8am I am either entering an office or school grounds and I get back “home” (place I do get to sleep at) after 5pm sometimes even as late as 8pm. I eat dinner and spend couple hours reviewing and doing some homework, another two reading the press.
When my body finally touches the bed, I dream of nothing else than for the beating to stop! I feel bruised and barely alive, and that state persists till I wake up next day and I am ready to get back at it. I love it.
Before I split my attention and get into all the fine details I want to say that it is an amazing feeling to sit in a class room with a classical instruction and not being a chapter, semester ahead of everybody else. I suppose this is how it feels to really enjoy-interact with the learning process before I didn’t care or was just that much faster than the rest of the class… I was bored. Not bored because I was the best one! I wasn’t even close to being the best one, but I was however, the most flexible in learning things in the so called “in-between” time. I survived because I was able to create answers out of thin air and mostly guess them right.
This time around I get to enjoy the pursuit and the suffering of doing it the old way…. hope it lasts longer than a month or two… I have a chance to actually learn something!